Dear
Younger-Writer-Me, As You Embark upon the Journey of Publication,
Here you are,
finally. I'm thrilled to see you pulling those poems and stories out
of drawers, seeing them as a reader might see them. It's an exciting
time, and I'm so glad you're here. You've been writing for a long
time. You're good at it. You love words.
No matter how it may
seem, how you may regret waiting so long to get started, remember
you're not too late or too early; you're exactly where you need to
be. And it's great that you want to try now to get published. One of
the most wonderful parts about being a writer is connecting with
others, fulfilling that promise of communication. This is what you've
been moving toward ever since 4 year old you began jotting poems and
thoughts and lines.
You need to know
that it's not going to happen right away. This dream of yours, it's
not going to go the way you want it to or the way you think it
should. As clever as you are, as much as you crave and think you
deserve it, there are no shortcuts. You can't manipulate this. Strap
on your hiking boots and pack light. It's going to be a long journey.
You'll get lost sometimes. You'll want to turn back. You'll want to
crawl back into your comfortable skin.
Don't.
Above all, trust the
process. Let go of the outcome. Allow the universe an opportunity to
bring this to you instead of you working so hard to make it happen.
Focus on the
writing. Like any other skill, it takes practice. You will learn and
improve and all those ideas aching to emerge will sing. It takes
time. Ten thousand hours. More.
Be brave. Enter
contests. Share your work. Ask for help. Listen. Try out other
people's suggestions. Sift through the information you're given for
the shiny specks. Remember that words are fluid. And there are so
many of them! Move them around, discard them, replace them, make up
new ones. There is no one right path. You will get there however you
get there.
The only way to fail
is to stop writing.
Don't stop.
Even on the days
when you receive a crushing rejection, remember your words are
important. The world needs your stories. You are the only one with
your particular truth. You must carry on. You've been given a gift –
the love of the written word, the patience and wonder it takes to
create poems and stories – share it with the world. Love yourself
enough to resist judgment and comparisons and envy and those other
wastes. Write like the world is on fire, and it's your job to save
it. Write like you're an alien visiting from another planet. Write
like your heart will stop beating if you don't.
And someday, when
you do get published, pop the cork, dance a jig. Then remind yourself
it's not about you. You didn't do this. It's the words. And how they
flow through you. Pick up your paddle. Go back to the river. Always
go back to the river.
Love,
You, A Little Further Along the Trail
Thank you, Javacia Bowser for the "Write a letter to your younger self" #bloglikecrazy prompt!
Very wise words. Beautiful letter.
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